Self healing journey

 Justice The justice card centres a lot into doing justice to yourself, doing justice for others, finding a balance between the two. It is also a card that has a deep inclination towards forgiveness, again forgiving yourself and forgiving others. My most fond memory of living this card has to be the time I was living in Goa, though the situation I was in was a really tough spot to be in, this card really helped me out and showed me the way. I was in goa, living the best life possible through times of covid, living in a place that looked immune to Covid, no cases, fresh air and lots of love all over the place, no fear of hugs and sneezes. At that time I had just started reading Tarot professionally and was really getting into the groove of this line of work. Was actually building something of my own for the first time in my life. My grandfather, back home had suddenly fallen ill and was admitted into the ICU. Time for me felt really tough as I knew I had family back home to ta...

Page of Wands   This is a card about tapping into your inner fire, your inner creativity. It is also a page (Prince/Princess) which means it is a phase of life where there is a lot of learning. Specifically the page of wands talks about learning how to take baby steps towards understanding your inner fire and your creative side. I have lived this card a number of times but my favourite memory of this card would have to be the time when I pulled it in response to what actions I should be taking towards my work, my tarot reading venture when I initially started out on this journey. I was in Delhi and thinking of making my way into the mountains when I had pulled this card. My biggest worry about this journey was the lack of financial stability. Listening to this card I took my leap of faith and started my journey. Through out this journey I learnt new ways to promote myself as a tarot reader. to get my work out there in an attempt to help people connect with their deepest selve...

 We lost the way, Watching the sun, walking all blazed, The day went all dazed, Singing songs, playing games, We lost the way. We lost the way, Which is the right way its hard to say, But hey, at least we are together, Just enjoying the weather, The sweetness of nature, We lost the way. We lost the way, Figuring out what our universe has to say, Does it really talk to me, I wonder, Taking steps in life hoping not to blunder, We lost the way. We lost the way, Just thinking and questioning ourselves, Overthinking and stacking up our mental shelves, Burdening ourselves we wonder what to do, We lost the way.  We lost the way,  But found ourselves, What do we like to do, we asked ourselves, We opened a hundred new ways by accepting we are lost, We lost the way, but found ourselves. We found ourselves, We have infinite options and directions, Our eyes are open and mind broadened, Walking one step at a time, We make our own way!!

 What is masculine energy? Masculine energy is unwavering, masculine energy is bold, dynamic, strong, courageous. Ever present. It is the energy within ones self that drives them to their desires and goals. It is the energy that penetrates. Masculine energy serves without asking for anything in exchange. Masculine energy is focused and direct.  True masculine energy is one full of compassion and commitment to stand there and give shade to whom-so-ever may need it. True masculine energy is one that is so focused on the self that through its strength it nurtures others. True masculine energy is one that understands the situation, does not react to it but works on it with immense dedication. True masculine energy is full of the ability to let go in order to build whatever one desires to. TO BE ONESELF THROUGH GUST, SCORCHING HEAT, STORMS, EARTHQUAKES, OR EVEN CALMNESS AT THAT. Direct*Determined*Focused*Brave*One that weathers the storm*One that penetrates*One that is not afraid o...

 Trusting Yourself! What is trusting yourself? Trusting yourself is surrendering to yourself. Seeing and doing what your heart and body want. Aligning your mind in the same lines. Pour light and love into your shadows. See who you are. Pour your heart and love towards others.  You like attention? Hone into it. You like freedom, companionship and compassion? Hone into it! First give your attention to yourself. let yourself be free, love yourself. Fulfil your inner desires, fulfil your desire to be duty-full.  You are magick if you believe it!! 

9/07/23 Today has been a very intense day even though the full moon just went by. It could be possible because of all of the readings and energy healings I have been doing. It could also be because of my emotions at the moment. I have been doubting myself for the last couple of days questions myself whether I am being too egoistic at times these days. I have been very high these last few days as well. I have been feeling lonely as off late desiring companionship and intimacy. I have been very proactive with work as well over this last month, creating content and doing sessions. Weather has been very gloomy too.   Start facing your emotions boyyo, You need to face things head on, feel everything coming your way, don’t back down now! Your work is your life, your work is your life, it is your contribution to this world. For the greater good, your KARTAVYA. As for self doubt, it is fine, you are human, feel it man. What is the worst that can happen? Remember death is also a transfo...