Self healing journey

 Knight of cups!     Knights are known to be brave, courageous, valiant and always fighting for what they believe is justice. Cups as a suit is known to be one that associates a lot with emotions. So the direction that this card bends in is one of being bold towards understanding and working with your emotions. I remember pulling this card so many times as I am a very emotionally aware being. If I were to point out one particular instance where this card helped me out a ton must be the time when I was facing upheaval around connecting with women. I was a very shy being with a lot of inhibitions and insecurities when it comes to connecting with women. I have had these insecurities for over ten years now and this card really helped me bring to awareness these insecurities. It was being hurt in the past that really limited me from meeting and talking to women. I had stopped tapping into my emotions and my needs around that intimacy that had been lacking in my life....

 Justice The justice card centres a lot into doing justice to yourself, doing justice for others, finding a balance between the two. It is also a card that has a deep inclination towards forgiveness, again forgiving yourself and forgiving others. My most fond memory of living this card has to be the time I was living in Goa, though the situation I was in was a really tough spot to be in, this card really helped me out and showed me the way. I was in goa, living the best life possible through times of covid, living in a place that looked immune to Covid, no cases, fresh air and lots of love all over the place, no fear of hugs and sneezes. At that time I had just started reading Tarot professionally and was really getting into the groove of this line of work. Was actually building something of my own for the first time in my life. My grandfather, back home had suddenly fallen ill and was admitted into the ICU. Time for me felt really tough as I knew I had family back home to ta...

Page of Wands   This is a card about tapping into your inner fire, your inner creativity. It is also a page (Prince/Princess) which means it is a phase of life where there is a lot of learning. Specifically the page of wands talks about learning how to take baby steps towards understanding your inner fire and your creative side. I have lived this card a number of times but my favourite memory of this card would have to be the time when I pulled it in response to what actions I should be taking towards my work, my tarot reading venture when I initially started out on this journey. I was in Delhi and thinking of making my way into the mountains when I had pulled this card. My biggest worry about this journey was the lack of financial stability. Listening to this card I took my leap of faith and started my journey. Through out this journey I learnt new ways to promote myself as a tarot reader. to get my work out there in an attempt to help people connect with their deepest selve...