Journal Entry

9/07/23

Today has been a very intense day even though the full moon just went by. It could be possible because of all of the readings and energy healings I have been doing. It could also be because of my emotions at the moment. I have been doubting myself for the last couple of days questions myself whether I am being too egoistic at times these days. I have been very high these last few days as well. I have been feeling lonely as off late desiring companionship and intimacy. I have been very proactive with work as well over this last month, creating content and doing sessions. Weather has been very gloomy too.  

Start facing your emotions boyyo, You need to face things head on, feel everything coming your way, don’t back down now! Your work is your life, your work is your life, it is your contribution to this world. For the greater good, your KARTAVYA. As for self doubt, it is fine, you are human, feel it man. What is the worst that can happen? Remember death is also a transformation. Grow my boy grow, learn, live. LOVE!!!!

Stop smoking then biyach. If it is affecting you, control yourself, have fun but not at the cost of harming yourself. I know you can smoke a lot and all I am saying is calm down just a little!

Use your proactive nature in order to push your life into whatever direction you want to.

And as for your fear of being lost in the monetary world if you start earning. Always remember your work, why you do it, the intent my brother. Money is maya. It comes and goes, just be open to the experience!

By the way, I am really loving the flow that I have been in all day. Non-productive, but magical. Was a little productive but not enough. Made two posts!

You are a Lightworker, you’re a Mage. Produce magic, produce light. Face the darkness. You have the ability to make a difference, GEAR UP MF! Inspire others to understand, love, spread and share their light!

Work on your readings, work on your relationships, work on yourself, work for growth, work for the collective consciousness. Work on your ability to speak to the spirits. Stop being afraid of yourself!

I AM ALL THAT I’LL EVER BE!