Let Downs!
I am feeling let down because of something that happened. I had been waiting for a while to meet a friend and finally planned to meet this friend today. Then in a train of events things just went downhill. Basically they had an issue where another friend had parked a car in front of their house and there was a big commotion in their colony and they had to cancel on our plan instead. Now for me this is a big let down because I had put this time aside for them, not to mention the much awaited joy of meeting them had suddenly come crashing down. How does this make me feel? Why do I feel like this? What did I end up doing? What can I do about it now? This incident takes me into a place of dullness with a pinch of sadness. There were so many other things that could've happened that would not have led us into this space. I held expectations that I possibly should not have. Is it right to trust someone's word and put in the expectations? A very tough question for me to answer...